ext_10527 ([identity profile] rj-anderson.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] lady_schrapnell 2008-11-15 01:25 pm (UTC)

I went through about eight months of the same hideous feeling you describe -- like you say, not major depression, but an inability to think clearly or feel happiness about one's achievements or to take pleasure in any of the things that I used to enjoy.

In my case, my doctor suggested it could be seasonal affective disorder and to a) wait for spring; b) try to get more exercise; c) try St. John's Wort if I really wanted to (though that was my suggestion and he didn't seem overly convinced it would help). He also offered talk therapy as a matter of course, but we both agreed that I didn't really need that. (There was nothing wrong that I could see with my circumstances, or my family life, or anything else I could think of that would justify that.)

Anyway, after much flailing and despair (and fruitless taking of St. John's Wort), what finally helped was... taking a B-complex vitamin every day. And when I say "helped", I mean, "lifted me out of the Slough of Despond and made me feel like my old self in under five days". I wondered if it could really be the vitamins or whether it was just coincidence, until I forgot them when I went on holiday for a week and by Thursday of that week I was in tears over nothing whatsoever.

So apparently my body was severely B-vitamin deprived for some reason. But I would never have guessed it would affect me so severely as that, or in that particular way.

All that being said, hello! I picked you off a list of LJ users who have Catherine Fisher in their interests, because I loved INCARCERON and now SAPPHIQUE with a mad passion. (Oh, all right, I loved Jared/Claudia with a mad passion. Whatever.) And I had seen you around before (probably on [livejournal.com profile] sartorias's LJ?), and thought that anyone who takes their user name from one of my favorite books of all time clearly has wonderful literary taste. :)

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